Tuesday, October 31, 2006

When the fuck will I go?


Hi, its approximately 8.45 pm by my watch. What’s the time by yours? I am at office. People are working around me. They are playing with their thoughts. But I guess I am the only one writing about mine.

My eyes are aching. They are watery and red. Staring at the monitor for hours has perhaps taken its toll. There is a dull pain in the middle of my forehead. Wish someone would just put a hand on my brow while I close my eyes and think about nothing. But in this world, which is so modern, people would rather take you to a discotheque. It’s strange, the addiction to a life which is contrived.

Life comes in packages. There can be no permutation or combination. I am waiting for a particular package. ‘A long road that would stretch to the horizon. A big bike. A bottle of booze. And the azure blue sky.’

Discotheques are boring. I want the wind on my face. My own personal vacation.

But if you want, you can join me.

2 comments:

D said...

Nice Idea. Even I want 2 go....may be never 2 return. I want to flee but then, only losers do so...I am not one. I don't know what to coin it and how to do it but I'm interested, if you get a bike, some booze and not interested in taking a girl, then you've a willing partner.

Anonymous said...

Confusion was once my state of mind...now its a part of me...