Sunday, September 24, 2006

clauses....

Sometimes I feel that I have lost confidence in myself. I try clinging on to people. Thinking that they would be there always. But is it right being dependent on someone or something so strongly? I wonder because it sometimes makes me feel weak. Very weak.

Relationships are important. They help you to get stability into your life. The time and parts of life spent with people make you feel wanted and comfortable. There are times when you need people for support and vice versa.

But somehow I am not being able to get the same confidence I earlier had. Because earlier I was too innocent to be practical. Too reckless to think about the clauses of loving someone.

One should be careful not to lose focus on what one feels. Getting lost in the labyrinth of emotions is like losing footing on the edge of a rock face.

Life should be like a flowing stream. Clear, spirited and bubbly. The current should carry the autumn leaves that fall on the water. Emotions should be like sunrays crisscrossing on the tiny clear waves.

Relationships are not bad. Its just that one should be able to read between the lines.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nothing is indispensable nor is anything worth holding on to at all costs...striking a balance is the most difficult job...expecting that we do it in the first go is also foolish and perfection is just a dream...

Anonymous said...

Not in a condition to comment now but really wanted to comment something.....Indra & Anand

D said...

I don't know...may be just live in the moment...life is too short for thinking but experiments make it worth living...keep experimenting!